i feel sad and unattracted to myself,
mentality, physically
every time i actually feel something inside,
i open my mouth to speak and my voice is silent
i'm to such point in my life where i feel disgusted with all males,
but no matter how disgusted i am i'm still lost in my own mind..
i just wanna lay in a pile of pillows and day dream my life away
smell the ocean and hear the el tracks as i fall asleep
wake up to a sunlit room with a lingering scent of blown out birthday candles
the touch of someone's rough hands traveling my body,
reminding me with whispers that i am theirs and they are mine,
there is no one else in the world but us
day dreams, my mind is filled with clouds and flowers,
the untouchable, the unattainable, the unrealistic,
i am a true dreamer at heart, i'm no where to be found
“If you can't love yourself, how the hell you gonna love somebody else?” -RuPaul
playlist: fiest, metric, lfo, hostage calm, the xx's
movielist: taken, police academy, wanted, machete, casino
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