i pretty much hate everything and everyone right now
everything i love and everything i want to hold close to me
is slipping through my fingers
every lyric i hear, every song i hum
they remind me of something i once upon thought could be real
they remind me of someone that i realize now will never be who i want them to be
they remind me of a future i will never achieve, i will never have

inside me,
my heart feels heavy, lost, empty
i guess this is where i should always be

it's where i always end up anyways



playlist: underdog, jim jones, turnstile, gangstarr, bravery