Wednesday, December 28, 2011
as i'm sitting at work, alone in the office, finishing up emails, I stare at the white walls and realize I really am not happy.. my mind goes into the circles it always goes into and i pick up my phone, text you and say, "I'm feeling depressed" then you called me immediately and say, "you wake up every day feeling like me?" and I responded, "yeah, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just wake up angry, upset, sad, depressed... life just doesn't feel like normal.." then you laughed and said, "you are the definition of...."
I start to laugh a little while you pause for your effect, because I know you and I have the strangest friendship and without you even saying the next word I know it's your way of telling me I'm just fine but overall I know you understand me, which is why I turned to you first to whine about my emotional mind..
then you laugh with me and respond with, "nah you're cool, chill out man."
I sigh and suddenly I realize I'll always have you somewhere in my life
and for the quick 5 minute conversation that probably cost more than my monthly phone bill,
I feel okay again
Monday, December 26, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Friday, December 9, 2011
gulity - al bowlly
6:30 PM mg: i told you i dont care
i feel like your trying to push me away
me: i'm just trying to help you
because in the long run, you'll throw your towel in and leave me
everyone always does
11 minutes |
6:42 PM mg: everyone has their issues esther, you may think im just saying this right now but with you i like you the way you are
6:43 PM me: i'm sorry i'm so stubborn
6:44 PM mg: you know i want to be with you right?
me: i just can't believe it
so my mind won't allow it to be true
8 minutes |
6:52 PM mg:
well, the way you make me feel when i see you, when im not with you,
and that
feeling makes me wanna just grab you and and just stare at your face and
kiss you on the forehead, ive never felt like that and im not giving up
6:56 PM you may think im gonna leave the whole time were together but im not giving up
6:57 PM and im not gonna go anywhere
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