lust for a vampyr - i monster

Friday (this weekend) was Eddie T's 24th straight-edge cro-mags birthday party of the year.

He was suppose to see Cro-Mags for his birthday but with his job there was no way it was happening and he was truly bummed about it all.
But instead, we all went out for sushi at Papajin's,

(expensive but delicious) then Isabel bought him the MOST illest strawberry, chocolate cake. Everyone was super pumped, i was pretty upset coz i had this cheezy Cro-Mags cake waiting for him at my place, which didn't even compare to those baking skills. But then after party happened at our apartment with just a few of the dudes and then i brought out the Cro-Mags birthday cake i made him. Funny part is, the icing meant to be red, the sprinkles orange, red, white. Turned out hot pink icing, confetti sprinkles. Bethany said, "If San Fran blew up onto one cake, this would be it."



Everyone sat in the living room watching, Harsh Times and when i called Ed into the kitchen everyone followed in and i started to play, "Hard Times" and claimed, "Since you couldn't go see Cro-Mags, I brought them to you."

hunted by a freak - mogwai

All i can remember is him kissing me goodbye and then the darkness following as i shut my eyes tight again to forget about waking, I'm laying in bed alone because Chris left for work at 6am.
All of a sudden i hear a phone ring, i peek open my little eyes to glance directly to my white blackberry pearl. I lean over hesitantly to discover a childhood best friend is calling me, the caller ID appears informing me, "Amber Wejroch" -accompanied with a photo of her right beside the name. I answer with a quick hello hoping it wasn't too much of an emergency so i could quickly fall asleep again and as i wait for her greeting in return, all i can hear and
all she says is, "TIME IS RUNNING OUT."

My body shudders. I lift my head to realize now I am awake. It's 10:43am. Chris really isn't here, but my phone is nowhere near me. Debating going back to sleep has a quick ending.

Fuck it, who will keep me from my nightmares when I'm alone?



ps. What i'm listening to will be listed as my title. More nightmares/dreams should and probably will be posted since the rest of the bullshit i blabber out on this blog is completely pointless and boring to read.

ahhhhh

current favs;

my brothers
stenciling
general tao's tofu
gorilla zoe
Chicago public library
mac lashes (36)
black on black
pleather jackets
beat union
dunkin' donuts coffee
sunny days

home

Minutes and hours are flying by, so my days are just passing.
And what do i really have to show for it?

Terribly grown out roots, a gym membership that will expire next month, and a handsome boyfriend that makes wierd noises on the daily.




Today is Chris Dad's birthday, so we're off to hang out with his family.

(no, i'm not nervous)

oh the blue line

My life in Chicago is a winding road of confusion.
Money, food, survival hasn't been a problem yet, just being loved and productive has taken it's priority.


SFN, Poison Planet, Cold Shoulder, etc are playing tonight, so I gotta get ready.


see ya

give it to you

get into it

sigh

I'm tired of you Chicago and I'm tired of my life here in Chicago.

I JUST MISS MY BESTFRIEND OK?

Fuck Everything Always

open your eyes

I tried to stop myself
Told you those games ain't good for yourself
Gave ya advice cuz I thought you could hear
Better listen closely cuz your end is near

What does it take to prove you were a fake
I thought so anyway,
Won't show you no mercy today